1. |
no grudges
04:38
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i don't wanna worry you
i don't wanna worry you
i don't wanna worry you
i don't wanna worry you
didn't know where i, didn't know where i was going
i'm a failure, yeah you said it's been showing
when you're bein failed, bein failed by yourself
stayed inside all day it's not good for my health
i'm not living today i'll live tomorrow, tomorrow
oh well i'm just living today i'll live tomorrow, tomorrow
oh well i'm just living today i'll live tomorrow, tomorrow
i'm just living today i'll live tomorrow, tomorrow
went to school but i was just wastin my time there
couldn't go in cos i was too scared
when you're livin alone, yeah it gets pretty lonely
turn to anything else to make you feel less low yeah
i was wasting away said i was wasting my time there
im just wasting away oh well its not fair
i don't wanna worry you
i don't wanna worry you
oh well i'm just living today i'll live tomorrow, tomorrow
oh well i'm just living today i'll live tomorrow, tomorrow
oh well i'm just living today i'll live tomorrow, tomorrow
oh well i'm just living today i'll live tomorrow, tomorrow
i'm just living today i'll live tomorrow, tomorrow
i'm just living today i'll live tomorrow, tomorrow
i'm just living today i'll live tomorrow, tomorrow
i guess that i'm just living today i'll live tomorrow, tomorrow
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2. |
xanax makes u dumb
05:55
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i was young once too
i made the same mistakes as you
hurt my soul to watch you drown
sorry i have not been around
oh but i still care
and i still love you
and the ending the i swear its not worth it, go to bed
it was 3 in the morning, and i needed you there
i was crying my eyes out, you didnt wanna know
didnt wanna hear it, didnt wanna hear it
and i think that i loved you
and i think that i cared
i dont wanna hear that
you wish i was there
when you feel like you need me
but im not myself
i never have been
i could blame it on hell
but what does that mean
what does that mean
what does that mean
who am i when i dont feel this way
who am i at the end of the day
iv been trying to reach out but u turn away
cos of the mistakes that i made
and i regret them every day
nothing i can do
nothing i can say
to make it all go away
and i loved you
and i cherished the time
that we spent together
its a blessing of mine
and i still see ur face in my dreams
sometimes
and i dont really know what it means
but it makes me smile
and i still want you back
was a mistake to let you go
i just
want you to know
i still love you
i still love you
i still love you
my old friends
and i miss you so much but i dont know how to start
and i dont think you care but i broke my heart
and i dont think you care but i broke my heart
and i dont think you care but i broke my heart
and i dont think i care but i broke my heart
and i dont think you care that i broke my heart
and i dont think i care that i broke my heart
and i dont think u cared right from the start
did you ever love me
was it all just a dream
if it was then
why'd you wake up me
i still love you
and i still love you
and i still love you
my
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3. |
16
03:31
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the outside world, cant touch me here
behind a pane of glass and i feel no fear
its so clear now
guess i had a good night, coming down just fine
all i feel is the moonlight, the cars are passin me by
ooh
ooh
ooh
ooh
im tired i guess and my hair's a mess, but im still smiling
im still smiling
im alone theres so many places i could be
all i remember are the places she took me
all i remember are the places she took me
all i remember are the places she took me
all i remember are the places she took me
resting my feet right across from me
i dont know why but i feel this'll cost me
cant feel cold, dont feel warm
running through town
its raining so im tryna keep my head down
its raining so im tryna keep my head down
its raining so im tryna keep my head down
its raining so im tryna keep my head down
its raining so im tryna keep my head down
its raining so im tryna keep my head down
im alone theres so many places i could be
all i remember are the places she took me
all i remember are the places she took me
all i remember are the places she took me
all i remember are the places she took me
all i remember are the places you took me
all i remember are the places you took me
all i remember are the places you took me
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4. |
part 1
02:43
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you said you loved me
so why'd you tell me
that i meant nothing
am i just nothing
you said you cared
said you wouldnt go anywhere
so why you leaving
why you leaving
and honey i'll move on, move on
and honey i'll be gone, be gone
oh boy you can't expect
me to stay and let you call me that
let you call me that
let you call me that
boy you must be mad
feels like im running
out of time
out of yours
out of mine
oh and boy, i dont see
that you meant any of the things you said to me
you said you loved me
so why'd you tell me
that i meant nothing
am i just nothing
you said you cared
said you wouldnt go anywhere
so why you leaving
why you leaving
and honey i'll move on, move on
and honey i'll be gone, be gone
oh boy you can't expect
me to stay and let you call me that
let you call me that
let you call me that
boy you must be mad
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5. |
part 2
03:09
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love you really know how to kick someone when they're down
i've been living my life looking in instead of looking out
you know all the right words to say
to make me feel like im going insane
falling out of love
falling out of love
falling out of love with you
falling out of love
falling out of love
falling out of love with you
falling out of trust seeing all the dust rise
and it feels too soon
falling out of love
falling out of love
falling out of love with you
it's over now so i don't need to worry about a thing
i don't wanna see you again after what you said to me
this ain't even heartbreak, yeah my heart don't ache now you're gone
just another mess that went on for way too long
falling out of love
falling out of love
falling out of love with you
falling out of love
falling out of love
falling out of love with you
falling out of trust seeing all the dust rise
and it feels too soon
falling out of love
falling out of love
falling out of love with you
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6. |
wont miss you
04:20
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i'm moving on
and it wont be long
before i've found
myself again
before i found
myself again
iv been searching
you've been searching too
you found me
and i found you
i found you
i found you
i found you
i wont miss you
no i wont miss you
don't need you holdin
no i wont miss you
don't need you holdin
holdin my hand
i wont miss you
no i wont miss you
don't need you holdin my hand
i've been keeping track
of what's been holding me back
and it's you
oh it's been you
i wont miss you
i wont miss you
don't need you holdin onto my hand
i wont miss you
no i wont miss you
don't need you holdin onto my hand
no i wont miss you
no i wont miss you
don't need you holdin onto my hand
no i wont miss you
no i wont miss you
don't need you holdin onto my hand
i wont miss you
no i wont miss you
don't need you holding onto my hand
i wont miss you
no i wont miss you
don't need you holding onto my hand
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7. |
will i love you
05:18
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theres no way out now
theres no way, theres no way
theres no way out now
theres no way, theres no way
but darlin wont you give me, one more day
baby wont you give me a chance
when i come up i see stars
i wanna plan a trip to mars
i feel so so alone
will i love you again
will i love you again
will i love you again
will i love you again
dont wanna hurt your, lack of a heart
but i knew that this was gonna end
before, it really started
i loved you you know thats true
but i dont think that im the best for you
so move on, and i'll try too
will i love you again
will i love you again
will i love you again
will i love you again
nothing works cos i still see you most days
whether its you holdin my hand or
i see you with your friends from far away
cos you love me back i know that dear
but i dont think that we should do this here
will i love you again
will i love you again
will i love you again
will i love you
will i love you again
can i call you my friend
will i love you again
dont you dare pretend
will i love you again
will i love
will i love you again
will i love you again
will i love you again
oh tell me will i love you again
oh tell me will i love you again
will i love you again
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8. |
letting go is hard
04:41
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well someday i'll look out at the sky
and i wont think of you no more
wont be enough to bring a tear to my eye
found something else to live for
i wont let you get me down
i'm much happier when you're not around
and i don't wanna be the one who leaves
but i cant let you stay with me
darlin, you know i hate to see you break
oh my, sweetheart i didn't want it to go this way
for the last time i'll hold you in my arms and ill say
i know i used to love you but you've gotta let me get away
someday i'll look out on the view
i have never felt so free
i wont be reminded of you
this is a feeling you couldn't give me
someday i'll be able to talk to you
and tell you what it was you didn't do
i have never felt so free
this is a feeling you couldn't give me
darlin, you know i hate to see you break
oh and darlin i didn't want it to go this way
for the last time i'll hold you in my arms and ill say
i know i used to love you but you've gotta let me get away
well someday i'll look out at the sky
and i wont think of you no more
wont be enough to bring a tear to my eye
found something else to live for
found something else to live for
found something else to live for
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9. |
for when u miss someone
05:26
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when im sitting alone
i dont feel so alone
iv got you in my heart
so i dont feel alone
when i look up at the stars
i know that you are up there
but you're in my heart
oh it just isnt fair
wan you to come back
i wanted to hold your hand
and wish you a blessed time
in the heavens i know you'll find
i wish i could see your face
not in pictures but face to face
i just miss you so much today
i wish i had the chance to say
cant go wishing on nothing
cos it will never happen
cant go chasing the rainbow
thats what you always said so
i wish that i'd been there
i wish that you felt it
i wish that you knew how much
your family loved you
oh, when i look up, at the stars
it breaks my heart, it breaks my heart
when i look up, at the sky at night
all i feel, all i feel is the light that
you gave to me
why did you have to leave
why did you have to leave, oh
why did you have to leave
why did you have to leave
*angsty break*
i wish that you knew
how much that we all loved you
i wish that we'd said it
a little bit more
i wish that you knew
how much we loved you
before the door closed
i wish that you knew
how much that we loved you
how much that we loved you
i wish that you knew
how much that we love you
how much that we love you
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10. |
better
05:03
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know i messed up again
i'll get myself fucked up again
dont deal with my issues
so i dont wanna be with you
havent felt this bad in years
cant you see that im in fear
of what i could become
of what i have become
better, ooh
i wanna get better, ooh
i wanna get better, ooh
i wanna get better, ooh
do it for my mum and dad
all the memories that we dont have
cos i was too scared
im still really scared
if i push you away first, you wont be letting me down
tried so hard to fall in love but they never stick around
havent felt this bad in years
no no oh god, cant you see that im in fear
of what i could become
of what i have become
pretty sure its my fault
tell me what im doing wrong
dont know if i can change myself
i dont think i am that strong
"do u feel so down
saw you smiling last time you were around"
havent felt this bad in years
oh god cant you see that im in fear
of what i could become
of what i have become
better, ooh
i wanna get better, ooh
i wanna get better
i wanna get better
oh lord i wanna get
i wanna get better
so i'll do my time
i'll hold you hand if you'll hold mine
i cant find new ways to cope
feel like im sinking i cant stay afloat
better, ooh
i wanna get better, ooh
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11. |
baby
03:03
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clouds have covered the stars
moon's shining through
shining on you
havent walked very far
from where i left you
where i left you
where i left you
i wont be
anybody's baby
no i won't be
i won't be yours
i wont be
anybody's baby
no i won't be
i won't be yours
the rain is dyin down now
i see you start to frown now
am i more than you asked for
am i more than you asked for
am i more than you asked for
black ice on the pavement
watch out you'll fall
watch how they fall
watch out you'll fall
and i wont be
anybody's baby
no i won't be
i won't be yours
no i wont be yours
no i wont be yours
no i wont be yours
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12. |
heart
02:58
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i dont wanna be the one to make you cry
no not this time
and i don't wanna be the one who makes you want to leave
stay here with me
ill help you see
i dont wanna be the one to break your heart
it was fine in the beginning
but we're so far from the start
i dont wanna be the one to break your heart
it was fine in the beginning
at the start
dont feel anything now
dont feel anything now
iv been kicked out
iv been shut down
i dont wanna be the one to break your heart
it was fine in the beginning
but we're so far from the start
i dont wanna be the one to break your heart
it was fine in the beginning
but we're so far from the start
hear you say im the one
but i'm not in love
i hear you say, im the one
but im not in love
and i hear you say
im the one
but im not in love
im not in love
i dont wanna be the one to break your heart
we was fine in the beginning
but we're so far from the start
i dont wanna be the one to break your heart
no no no no no
i dont wanna be the one to break your heart
i dont wanna be the one to break your heart
i dont wanna be the one to break your heart
i dont wanna be the one to break your heart
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13. |
disconnect
01:38
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i will find my way
i will find my way
i will find my way
way
i wont be stuck here
just want to make it clear
you won't see me around
after i get out
i'll be away
i'll be away
i'll be away
now i feel awake
i feel awakened
im such a state
dont know if i can take this
i'll be away
i'll be away
i'll be away
i'll be away
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14. |
i want a luv
04:27
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i want a lover who will
hold my hand
someday ill find him
the perfect man
i want a love i can
rely on
cos most of my lovers they love me and
then they are gone
i want a love who will watch
movies with me
nothing romantic i swear i'll break the tv
roll up a blunt dear
lets get out of our minds
i'll find some way to pass the time
i know we'll find some way to pass the time
someday i'll find love, and i'll be so happy
he wont mind that im a little crazy
he'll love me for who i am
rather than what i do
its a trap they fall into
thinking this life is cool
stay for the highs but
leave me in the lows
hold me when i'm glowing
disappear when i say no
boys like the manic pixie dream
oh they Do
i wanna deserve it
am i good enough for you
i wanna deserve it
am i good enough for you
i wanna deserve it
am i good enough for you
someday i'll find him
oh someday i'll find him
oh someday i'll find him but for now i can settle with you
someday i'll find him
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15. |
23:37
04:54
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i just want you to look at me like that
one last time
why do you blame me for wanting something more
its not my fault i needed a love so pure
trusted you and you left me alone on the sea
the open water is no friend to me
i love you you give me no choice
i wonder if you can hear my voice
break
that night it ended
never began but god it ended
i just want you to look at me like that
one last time
why do you blame me for wanting something more
its not my fault i needed a love so pure
at least you care enough to call
i wanted you i still want it all
my life was made to make you smile
even if it only lasts a while
id do anything you know i would
with you in the bad but you leave me in the good
i just want you to look at me like that
one last time
why do you blame me for wanting something more
its not my fault i needed a love so pure
i remember evenings in your bed
you fucked me around and you messed with my head
"im the same as other girls"
i hope im not you're my whole world
you're my best friend how could you treat me this way
running off without me every single day
when you're high you're happy to
remember all the shit we do
and what we've been through
what we've been through
trainspotting wreck going too fast for brakes
running down princess street from our mistakes
skipping class to get real high
i wanna go back to that time
i just want you to look at me like that
one last time
why do you blame me for wanting something more
its not my fault i needed a love so pure
its not my fault i needed a love so pure
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16. |
HAPPY
02:02
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i can be good
i can be fine
don't need you with me all of the time
i can be happy all on my own
anxiety fades away
its a beautiful, sunny day
i can be happy all on my own
you might try to read me
tell me i'm lying
look into my eyes does it look like crying
i can be happy all on my own
sometimes i may slip
sometimes i may fall
but i've realized i don't need you at all
i can be happy all on my own
i can be good
i can be fine
don't need you with me all of the time
i can be happy all on my own
anxiety fades away
its a beautiful, sunny day
i can be happy all on my own
you might try to read me
tell me i'm lying
look into my eyes does it look like crying
i can be happy all on my own
i can be good
i can be fine
don't need you with me all of the time
i can be happy all on my own
i will be happy all on my own
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